A couple days ago I forgot how to walk, and I tripped and
fell out of nowhere haha. But I know that I forgot this for a reason ..
But that day that I fell, I learned a lot of lessons, not
just from "the fall of Elder Clark", but others as well.
It was a day where I struggled with understanding the people
for some reason.. and even my comp and things.. I couldn’t talk very well, it
was just rough.
But I want to share a spiritual experience that I had. I remember
just thinking to myself... wow this is very challenging for me, and I was just
in my room looking out the window, and looked up to the sky, and questioned
this to myself, "is He really up there, watching me, helping me, guiding
me?" And right then I had a firm firm confirmation that He is there. I
heard myself say, He’s up there, He knows what He is doing! He knows.
I know He is there! I know He is with us.
I love this hymn , Be still my soul. As I read the words
that are so powerful and true.
Be still my soul, the Lord is on thy side
with patience bear thy cross of grief or pain.
Leave to thy God to order provide
in everything change he faithful will remain
be still my soul, thy best, thy heavenly friend
thru thorny ways leads to a joyful end.
be still my soul when change and tears are past
all safe and blessed we shall meet at last!
2nephi 8.12 ... I am he. yea. I am he that comforteth you.
Behold who are thou, that thou shouldst be afraid of man, who shall die, and of
the son of man, who shall be made like unto grass.
He will lead, teach and guide us through this life, and we
will see him once more, if we are willing to do his will.
Not many people know this, that’s why it’s our job to share
it . We need to let our brothers and sisters know. They don’t understand why He
suffered for us, but hopefully we do. But we Need to share it.
Jacob 1.19 - just like Jacob says. It’s our responsibility !
Or the blood will be on our clothes.
Seek the kingdom of God first.
*We will have a baptism this Saturday. Hopefully two. But
one for sure! Very excited!
There is a day that I will call you and coordinate about
when we will call each other. It will be next week I think when we will coordinate
the call. I love you mom! And you better know it haha! but I really do. I think
about you
Brandon's Voice recording November 4, 2014
I didn’t get to record yesterday; I was in an interchange
with Elder Bearings. It was pretty
chill. I’ve learned a lot in these past 2 days. A LOT…haha. A lot about myself,
and things I need to do. But I got to
eat Skippy peanut butter yesterday, A Yay, it was legit. I almost ate half the
jar, but yea, the story is this family had some peanut butter and I saw it and
I guess this other missionary brought it over, he was visiting the family, he’s
from the USA. It’ll probably be the last
time I eat peanut butter in like forever. But yea I was pretty hyped up about
that. But yea, today was an interesting day, not very successful with lessons
and stuff, but it was kind of weird coming back from change and it was just
kind of hectic, but it was I don’t know, it’s still kind of sketchy with my
companion, we’re not talking much still, and it’s dumb and everything was kind
of bothering me. But there was a miracle that happened today, I can say that
for real. A strange but marvelous miracle happened today. So we were just walking normal today going
from an investigators house, it was blazing hot, we were just walking and we
saw these dogs fighting up ahead and I was like oh wow and we were walking
downhill and out of nowhere all of a sudden I just go DOWN, my ankle twists,
rolled BAM! The phone falls out of my front pocket, I totally stepped on it and
slid on it and scratched up the screen.
I hit the Road “Pfhh!” My ankle is in so much pain, and I thought are
you serious?! It’s blazing hot & I just totally ate it! And my companion
had no idea what happened cuz I was behind him, he didn’t even see me AND I
JUST ATE THE FLOOR LIKE NOTHING. It hurt so bad, I got up and tried to walk
& thought, NO I can’t have this right now…we live on a mountain of hills
& it’s so hard to walk. It still
hurts right now, like it’s dying, But something changed after this, I don’t
know what it was, it might have been, I don’t know cuz I feel like it was a
humbling moment. It kind of lightened everything up & me and my comp
started talking again, it was like “chill”, I don’t know what it was, but it
was a miracle… I’m just tired…sigh.. Things went back to being more relaxed, I
don’t know how to explain it, I felt more calm, like I do now, I feel better
about it, I don’t know what it was. I feel weird saying this, but I feel more
humble, I don’t know if that is arrogant…yea it’s probably arrogant to say Ah I
feel humble (chuckle) But I feel humble. The lesson we gave was better, it was
just more calm, I felt like I was myself & we were working together
teaching. I don’t know what it was, but all I know is that it was a miracle
from the Lord. It doesn’t make sense, but yea, I’m in a lot of pain & I’m
really tired- it’s 10:20pm AHH- I got 5 hours of sleep last night. Elder Bearings just kept talking, I was like
Dude, I gotta to go to bed & he said, I don’t want to go to bed. I couldn’t
tell him cuz’ he wanted to talk to me about all this stuff.
So today was a miracle, I learned a lot. I’m trying to do better. I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO GET BETTER AT. SOO
MANY THINGS.
I feel love from my family so much. I got to share my
testimony yesterday in front of my zone. I started tearing up, I felt the
spirit really strong. It was really awesome.
I feel the power of my family helping me out, I get to read
their letters every day. This awesome
package my mom sent me with letters I get to open every day til Christmas. I received some
letters from grandparents & from my dad with awesome history letter about
Peru.
I’m getting fat, but I’m getting stronger. My biceps are getting bigger, my stomach’s
getting bigger, my head’s getting bigger, my ankle’s getting bigger HAHA I’m
just getting tired- Chow
My Bishop